Tuesday, July 22, 2008
JONATHAN AND JOESEE'S BABY
Joesee went to the OB Dr. today. She is 7 weeks and the baby is due, ready, March 10, 2009, on Lori's birthday. What a present. The doctor said the baby has a strong heart beat. You could see in on the screen but not hear it yet. She got me a picture of it. I don't care if it is a boy or girl, just so everything goes ok and the baby is healthy. I know that come Marach 2009 when Joesee goes into labor, my mom, would have been right in that room and probably one of the first or second ones to hold it.......I miss her so much. The pain seems to be getting worse. Now I do not know if I can go through with the yard sale of all her things that were dear to her. Each time I go to her house I leave crying with a pain in my throat and heart that is almost unbearable. But just like Bobby said yesterday, what will get us through it is knowing that we will see her again one day. That our faith must remain strong because without it, life would mean nothing....Miss You mom
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I'm crying in my coffee this morning.... It does make me sad that MaMa will never hold Jonathan's baby or the baby girl that Brett and I are waiting for. That's the first thing that I thought about when we decided to adopt. I think that MaMa was in the room when most of our babies were born. But it's reasuring to know that even though we won't be able to see her, she will be there with us as our family continues to grow. She is probably smling in Heaven because she knew that Josie was pregnant before we all did! :)
I am so happy for your family and even more happy that my extended family continues to grow!
I love you MoMo and it hurts so bad to know how much you're suffering. I haven't been down that road and I'm not going to say I know how you feel. Baby, please remember that Aunt Ruby is very happy where she is now. No more suffering and pain and no more fear of what might happen. She would be so sad if she knew how much you are grieving. She loved you so much. Remember the day she said "come here my baby" to you? I do. Aunt Ruby loved her family in such a special way that it's going to take longer to mend your broken hearts. You will get to another stage of grief and you will know when that happens, and it won't be long. Grieving someone you love will get easier but there will be times when it will feel fresh all over again. It happens to me still over Daddy and my MAMA after all these years. I know it's the same for you about Uncle Andy. You are doing right by turning to God for comfort. He is there for you and remember that you have us too. Don't be ashamed of showing your emotions. It just shows what a loving and caring person you are. I love you, JOJO
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